the other side...

almost made it to the sixth year.

guess i've let u run thru my fingers like fine sand
blatantly threw away the idea of a perfect home.

must've bn very very difficult for you. *hugs*
i'm deeply sorry. i get out of bed every day harboring hope. hoping that you'll love me again. in my world, there's only you. from the bottom of my heart and truest of feelings. there's no one else and there's nothing else. how can i ever show it to you.

lying next to you, watching you wake up next to me. and just do nothing.

im missing u alot and desperately waiting for you to love me again.

pls read the sms that ive sent u again emily pls. pls.. and recall the moments in tp, bus stop, library, century square. ai mei li.. wo zhen de hen ai ni.

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happy birthday sweets, i'm missing you. -hugs-

can you see my smile from the suncast shadow,
caress my face over the water?
can you hear my voice in the winds,
feel my lips when the moon gleams serene?

let me be your perspective, see light in different spectrums

this isn't just the beginning,
this, is all a beginning.
each step every hug,
each kiss every whisper.

we are a beginning,
forever at the start of another.
together completely entranced.

don't worry love,
because our future...
is for sure.

it's a feat to even consider taking your eyes off her as she walks on a pair of dancing shoes that never come off. quietly with elegance she slips into the crowd and dances within, with none to notice but another like her.

my wife and i.

we could have a humble farm,
where distant hills are in sight,
a glittering stream with reflections of the winter sun.

straddle on your ivory stallion,
along with myself on an ebony steed,
ride against the gentle breeze,
towards the quiet shore.

whisper sweet saccharine into your ear,
before the fireplace that warms our home.

rest your head upon my chest
and admire the vastness of the worlds above.

a delicate peck to you my dearest.
i watch, as you drift into peaceful sleep.

just a bit more to end the day,
i touch your hand and start to pray,

thank You Lord, thank You Jesus
bless us, our family and friends with abundance.
keep us safe, watch us from above,
keep us warm, let us feel your presence,
shower us with gracefulness,
and i thank You again for this sweet love.

thank You Lord, thank You Jesus,
for the girl whose smile goes right through my soul.

yea,
life is pretty cool,
infact lovely,
especially...
when you are here...
in mine.

i'll adjust my pace.
don't worry sweets... we'll stroll,
together.

the words i value so much.

if i were a bird
i will perch atop
the bleakest mountains
to watch over you.
take you on the zephyr
soar above the canyons.

if i were a bird,
i will go up against
the blistering storm
whirling into you,
scoop you off
from the tremors
beneath your feet.

if i were a bird,
you can look
through my eyes
at this world
made prettier,
for you.

are You worried? now that You are aware what my brain is capable of...

they were the correct numbers, but the tone came engaged.

my cell phone brightened abruptly to life... and so did i.

sleep tight.

18th june, 02:03am. (gmt +8)

for someone who was never meant for this world, i must confess i'm suddenly having a hard time living it. of course, they say every atom of our bodies was once part of a star. maybe i'm not leaving... maybe i'm going home.

=)

oh a kiss, is still a kiss in casablanca...

i am a tad apprehensive towards what is in store for tomorrow and the rest of the week. inevitably missing the scene in ITCU and particular individuals. gone will be the sporadic cries of frustration and lightness all together. gone will be the lovely familiar face appearing at the bus stop. hope to see you lot soon.

i woke up today not remembering who i am and whom i aspire to emulate.